Suffering from several mental disorders and a heavy personality disorder makes it pretty difficult to live your everyday life, especially the social part. Its hard to explain to someone why you're staring at the ground, shaking, and mumbling to yourself to shut up.
I just want everyone reading this to know you're not alone. I've struggle(d) with my fair share of drugs, alcohol, and many other bad habits that can go in between your lips. You think they're helpful, that drinking or smoking can keep the voices quiet, though its not true. Take it from someone who has hidden their disorders for years, tell someone you're having problems.
Reach out for help. Because god damnit we all need help.